So, my girlfriend wants me to blog... so fine, Imma blog. lol yea, I love her a lot. she means the world to me. although she doesnt always know that, and we have been arguing a little bit more lately, I think we are doing alright. so today was fun. We went to the fair. at first I was kind of eh.. but she started to pay more attention to me. a lot of the time I guess thats what I want is for her to pay more attention to me. she always seems to be running off to everything else, and I sometimes feel like Im always chasing her. but anyways, after I sat in the massage chair and she realized I wasnt chasing after he, she came back and found me, and she paid more attention to me. We held hands which was nice and I had my arm around her at times. So we went on the ferris wheel, that was fun. it went really high. she had her head down at first and was scared. I didnt say anything, but I felt a little dizzy too, you dont realize how high it is, until your up there, but I just ignored the feeling. I had to make her feel better anyways. lol. we then later went on this water ride which was real fun, although it stopped twice, onces going up the slope.. that was scary, I thought it broke. lol anyways, she wrapper her arms around me, that was nice, I liked that, that she was holding onto me. so that was a fun and wet ride. So we finally go home. I try to go to work, but my car doesnt work. it doesnt even like rev.. so we think the batt is dead. so my mom takes me to autozone. still nothing, so we are like wtf? my bro has his friend come help. I call out of work. well after like half an hour to an hour, hes like I dont know. then Im sitting in the car.. and Im like omg, I know whats wrong. my bro and him were like what? and Im like h/o... I put the car into park(cause it was in drive) turn the key and rev it starts... lol I was like damn, thats all it was. so anyways, Im having a party tues, which should be a lot of fun. I cant wait. Kate and I are throwing it at my house. Im hoping that a lot of people will come. anyways, so kates friend alesia was supposed to help pay for it, but of couse she didnt help at all, even though she said she would. she did the same thing on kate's b-day, where she didnt even pay for her food. Whatever. so anyways, Kate and I are doing good. We are making sure that things are doing good. shes my bestest friend she is though. we try to talk about everything and make sure that things are good between us and have fun. though, theres times where I just feel like Im not that important or that she has other things that are more important to do. well anyways, I love her a lot. and we are hoping things will work. I think she's the one. and If she is then Im glad that its her.

Today was awesome. I loved it. I cant believe you were scared once I acutally looked out I was fine. I think alot of it is over dramatized when I do that stuff. That was amazing but that guy kept staring at us like it was a porno show and we werent even doign anything lol. Anyways, yeah, so now, ima go ha ha. See you tomorrow hopefully. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333

hey yes. i like it. and no my myspace is stayong private for certain reasons