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GirlyGurl: I am from Texas and u?
GirlyGurl: Nah, dont have a my space .. too time consuming and I dont like a lot of things on there. I like this better. I barely update this blog.. I do see so much where you are coming from!.. Well, have a nice day. JOSH.
GirlyGurl: Thanks for stopping by my journal. I really appreciate your comment.
Lolly Popster: Hey you remember me right?? Haha well just dropping by to say hi if you even look at this thingy anymore. TTUL.Holly
Carrie: Josh HEY!!! Go online!! lol love ya josh! call me sometime!! and ur blog is interesting... on and my cars cuter!
medicine: good article!
brit: hey there whats up? you should look at my site josh
beth: do u have myspaceadd mewww.myspace.com/lovable_beth08
beth: hey omg what have u been doing?
kim: 'ello ^_^-SF-
desi: wats up home fry? ttyl talk to me someday when you have time love ya bye
Holly: So I just wanted to see if you were still getting on here.. Decided to drop by.
Vilya: Well, at least you can't change it ha ha
Carrie: Joshy!!!! HEY! IM glad to get to you call me sometime!
Holly: Nevermind my last question..
Holly: Hey u, bet'cha didn't know I still knew your journal website. =P Well I see you asked some girl named Leah out. Hmm, that's cool. Y didn't she say yes?
foxicub: It didn't work!!!!Shit!
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beth: ugh i dont know where i am... its so dark... im scared!!!!
Josh: lol, ah, I got it, well thats cool
beth: hey i saw ur tag dont worry lol. i dont have my space though,. i tried one time but like i told u befor im not very good with computers lol... they tend to piss me off cuz i dont know what im doing. but i will check urs out. soory. i just have brave journal!!! well me n my friend dd are getin ready to go horse back ridein so i g2g. but tag me back!
Josh: Hey Beth. lol, I did tag you.. but everyone tagged you afterwards, and my tag got left at the bottom. lol. umm, hey whats your myspace? you can click my link, then that way you can add me
beth: hey long time no talk lol. how are things. well tag me back
beth: lol its me. thought i would see whats up... so hostile in here lol. ahhh
Anonymous: wow you wanna know whose a real fag? people who go on to other people's sites and journals AND CALL THEM A FAG.....in fact a fag is a word that means cigarette and europeans use it quite often, also means a bundle of sticks......so if you're gonna go on someone else's site and say shit like that you can go fuck yourself!
me again: fuckin fag. go to hell.
Josh: Hey everyone, wanna see something cool, go here: http://8200n.com/unbelievable3/unbelievable3.html
Innocent Amberlynn: I think Graham;s gonna give you your kiss now hahaha...
King Cum Bubbles: Muwahahahaha.... I will soon rule the world and release upon it my minions. Muwahahahaha
josh: No! its king cum bubble
Kama Estelle: Hey captain cum bubbles.....(sublimation)....you better prepare yourself for the sequel! It's gonna be dope yo....so you have to actually read the rest of the first one ha ha ha :P Cant wait for my Jason Cd lol
Josh: mine isnt gonna break... Unlike some people I actually take care of my stuff lol
Kate: The older ones are more reliable. They won't break as easy as that tooth pick will.
Josh: lol, umm, no its not. mine is the small one. lol. Its soo small! lol, but its awesome. makes your look old school yo. lol
Kate: My PS2 is better. I meant that I was Helping out their friend issues because they don't see eye to eye on alot of things. Desiree sees it one way and Dean takes it another. It's quiet commical.
Josh: Oh, by the way, what did you mean by playing counsler?
Josh: Eh, Im alright, I baught the SLim PS2 :-P yay. I also so far have "Destroy All Humans", "Grand Theft Auto, San Andreas" and "Final Fantasy X"
Kate: Nothing much. Just playing counsler. How bout you?
Josh: Hey. whats up?
Kate: Just wanted to say hi
Josh: Well, Im glad that you understand. Hey, I know things are a little awkward and slow right now, but I hope that we will stay friends, k? I do think your a good friend. well, I have to go, take care
Destructive Minty: I do understand. I'm not dumb. What do you want me to say? Maybe this is for the best. Life goes on. After the stand still it goes slowly at first but it speeds up to what it once was. And the pain and hurt leave and there's finally a day without tears.
Josh: Kate... I dont know what to say. I miss you, and I love you. I hope you understand why I broke up with you. Please dont ignore me though. I miss you right now. but maybe its because Im too Needy... IDK. please write me back or something. I do miss you though, Kate
Kate: Three and a half weeks left. I can't wait. I still have graphic design to finish. Love ya call to ya later. Text you soon. Hope your having fun. Mwah!
Anonymous: jesus died on the cross for you because he loved you, 75% of you wont pass this on, so will you be one of the 25% who will take a stand for jesus... if so pass this on to every one who is on your friends list.
Kate: Oh, I got it. I'm bored. Must do graphic design work. BLAH!!!! >Sigh< Need sleep. I wanna finish my picture. Sexay bird it will be. lol love!
Josh: Just my boredom
Kate: WTF? What was all that?
Josh: Hmm. oh, yea? uh huh? ok... what? No!!! Maybe, I dont know, who are you again? ok, why? yea, sure, uh huh, mkay, sure.. oh? HI!!!!
Anonymous: just blog surffing hey lots of hostility in here huh! lol damn!
Kate: People are just gay. Anyways, I get to see you tonight too. Yay!!! I'm so excited!!! That will be fun. Okay, so I'm being a procrastinator again. I should go. lol. Okay, I'll talk to you later. I love you. Lots and lots.

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Sunday, May 10th 2009

1:07 AM

lonliness

  • Mood: Lonely
A dark night, silence all around
Darkness... Sadness... Loneliness...
Those are the only words that are heard

So I haven't had a girlfriend in over a year and a half now. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing... I'm not really sure how I really feel about girls.. They always bring me down, and are controlling and manipulative. That's mainly why I don't want to date anyone.. It seems my heart has become cold and frozen. I don't even know what love is anymore..
It seems this world is filled with Lust, not Love...
A friend once answered the question Love at first sight? Her response was "It's not love, it's lust" and that is so true. You can't love someone you don't know anything about. The only thing you "Love" is the way they look.. or in other words, Lust
SIgh... I wish there were more good girls out there, sweethearts, girls that can just lay with you and look up at the stars at night with. Someone to be able to hold and talk to. But alas I don't think there is any girl like that out there.
Now let's back track for a second because I know that every girl that reads this will be like oh Im like that! Sure you are. It's funny how most girls will be like I hate assholes, but those are the ONLY guys they will date.
But enough of that, back to the blog, see, I kind of hate girls because of how they are, how they control you and change you, and do what THEY want, but on the other hand, I really would like to have a girl to be with. Is there no girls out there that can just like me for me? or that will let me do what I want? Sigh....

We are all beings in this world trying to find our way
Maybe one day we'll meet....

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